My mum called just now, telling me that my uncle has passed away. For the first time, I just can’t believe what I heard, but soon I try to get into it…huhuhu:’(…. According to my sis,he apparently died suddenly while he was performing solat. ..He suddenly fell and my aunt quickly sent him to the hospital…but unfortunately, it was too late… the doc has tried but still can’t bring him back… My cousin here in perak is so upset… She's like a sister to me… I fell so sorry to her… My parents went there and my mum said it’s extremely sad seeing his wife holding his hand and refused to let go. He’s been one of my favourite uncle and I’m sad that he’s leaving us so soon, but when I think of the years he’s been sufferring, I think he’s in peace now. Even though he might be leaving with some griefs since his children are still studying and he don’t even get to see his sons and daughters graduate..
Now, I really hope that his family, relatives and people who love him are strong in going thru this. His funeral will be tomorrow. I hope things will doing fine…

 

Dear my late uncle, may Allah the Almighty bless you….amin~~

 With love, zadora…

 

:::Al-Fatihah:::

so much things to update got so little time....so much things to share got so many things to do...yup, its true...klu ikutkan hati hari2 nk update this blog...but unfortunately....bile dah balek2 tangguh,bende nk diceritakan pun terlupa...hahaha...not really lupa la, but nak susun ayat tu tak dpt...hehehe...

ok la, saje....btw, aku nk wat official blog....under blogspot kot...tgk la...actly im not really like blogging...i mean,aku tak dpt bg komitmen fully in blogging...yola, takde la nk update slalu...tenet pun mcm siput ja...tgk r nnt

oryte, gtg...daaaaaaa

huhu...nta kenape aku rase lonely sgt...rse down sgt....rase takde org pun peduli...oraound me...mcm smua org berubah...rase sgt5x pelik....nta la....maybe perasaan aku kot,atau aku ter emotional...tapi bende tu berlaku...aku berubah ke mereka berubah....

n at this point,takde sape pun yg sudi temankan aku....sume bz...yg tak bz pun mcm buat2 bz....haih,pe la naseb....mengadu kat org tu, mcm takde hasil je....mengadu kat sum1, die kol...reda la sket kelonely-an....n semlm aku nages kat fon tu....sory la kat die,aku tak sepatutnye nanges....nta la smlm aku rase mcm nk nanges je....naseb r ade org sudi mendgr rintihan jiwa....kepada org tu, sory la smlm...aku tau aku tak sepatutnya cari org lain...aku cari ko dulu, tapi seems like ko tak tau pun nk watpe n juz let me calm myself....kol pun tak,kot ade pape ke...(aku agk kecewa la dgn ko smlm tu...salah satu catalyst gak menybbkn aku nanges...huhu) so aku terpakse la.... aku desprate...need sum1....

sum1...thanks again....sory...

hari ni aku ok sket la....try to cheer myself up....

Lame tak update…bz kot…meh aku nk terang kan kebz-an melanda diri…hahaha

 

Emm…pas aku balek dari sbh tu, dlm 3 hari after la, aku sakit mata…bengkak mata sbelah kanan…nta camane bled pt…tapi ni bukan red eye cz die tak jangkit kat org mahupun mate sblh kiri aku….lgpun die tak memerahkan mata aku…I mean mata aku tak merah la….tapi just bengkak je…rasenye akit luar mata je la….bukan dlm mata….mule2 gatal2 sket kat ekor mata tu…pedih2 jg r…aku stat perasan tym klas fpe drilling kat pocket c…pastu aku kluar class dorg sha tegur r…apsal aku merah2 kt seblh muke aku …stat situ la merah2 tu mula menjadi teruk…5 hari kot terlantar sakit….keje EIC tak buat,meeting tak g, fieldtrippp tak g(terase rugi kot!!!huhu), kuiz tak buat…mcm2….thank god la ade gak kengkawan yg sudi membantu…kpd sesiaper yg terlibat dlm menolong, membantu, help etc…aku ucapkan sgt2 berterima kasih….jasamu di kenang…hoho…

 

Pas 5 hari aku agak ok sket la….pastu aku g clas da….keje EIC aku buat sket…then event kemuncak EIC pun dah settle mean pas ni aku takde dah keje2 tu…tak bz da…tinggal meeting last lagi…nk wat post mortem…harap2 tak bnyk blame bdk log lagi…huhuhu…

 

Pas event EIC, aku baru stat nk stdy DE…hari khamis tu mmg aku tak g klas n mlm nye aku tak tido pun…huhuhu….tym management tak btl…tapi ape ble buat…sakit 5 hari tak ble watpape….pstu jumaat tu test DE…ok jg r….can do la walaupun ade gak terkehel sket…I mean slh kire…hohoho…bengong tol….pastu jumaat tu dorg sha g eupho….aku tak join,nta la takde smgt pula nk join…aku duk bilik jer tgk citer…lgpun mlm tu aku tak tido kn…agak mengantuk la…tapi aku tido kul 2am gak mlm tu..hahaha…lg 1 nk study koq….ade test sabtu a.k.a hari ni la….

 

Hari ni, aku g test tadi…pg kul 10….agak mangantuk yg teramat sgt…hoho…g je…dpt gak r jwb tapi ade yg mmg tak tau langsung…hahaha….pstu balek g makn n tgk citer antoo fighter jap pastu tido….stat kul 3pm…kul 6 tadi baru bgon…hehhe…rase fresh sket…mlm ni tak tau nk watpe….nk lyn citer sket kot…pastu nk study fpe maybe…tak pun wat asgmnt AW…

 

Ok r,chow dulu….nk g mkn jap…daaaaaaaa

Mo habes dah bday ku…hohoho…tak sgka skali lagi mc ramai jg org ingt kat bday aku…kwn2 lama…huhu…terharu2….dah study jao2 ni,bz lagi, mc gak ingt n wish aku…paling terharu la member aku duk rusia kol…hohoho….terharu siott…thanks a lot my dear frenss…mish u damn much!!!…huhu…mmg setiap kali bday aku rasa bahagia sgt…walaupun tak dpt nk sambut mcm dulu2,o smbt with family tapi rasa tu ada…n org wish tu pun dah cukup membahagia kan aku…terase best sgt…syukur Alhamdulillah…nikmat tuhan…

 

Tadi frh,sha n along celebrate bday aku kat bilik frh n sha…simple jer…kek yg chomel n kad…but its really meaningful to me…touch…comel n meriah even though kiteorang je yg celeb…thanks a lot to my fren here also…u ol da bo0o0o0mmm!!….hehehe…

 

Tadi ada graduate ceremony lagi…grad foundation jan 08…hahaha…nak2 wat tym 1^st april…hehehe…bangge aku…utp asmbut my bda…hhahha(perasan!!)

 

For those who gave me present…thanks a lot…really appreciate it…hoho…to my dear,thanks a lot k…it may be simple, but so meaningful….luv ya…wink wink!!~~

 

Oryte, nk rest…demam ni actly…huhuhu….tak sdp bdn…k,nyte2…daaa